` Friday, February 12, 2010
` ♥ JJ LIN I LOVE U :D,
i realise it has been quite some time since i blog the last time.
haha.. Today i had CNY performance. so nervours can.
cus this time i at the first row leh. OMG scary. haha
we dance the song all that jass n better in time.
i think beacause i abit nervours so some of the time i dance slighty faster than the rest. n guess what i wasn't making i contact with the audience. but eye contact with the fan. cus i too nervours i don't dare to look at the audience even my own class. haha n today we had thick make up as usual, thick eye browns, drawing the scary eye liner thingy, putting dark colours eye shodow n pink lip gross. o haha i look like a ghost.
n Yesterday i created a new singapore record, all thanks to my school.
the entire school climb up the stairs of certain blks n knock on to the door of the residents n say hii n tell them abt total defence n heathy living. lol baby sister n me, just walk up n down only we lack. haha then the entire school when to the field to make the 3 letters YOG (youth olmipic games) haha n it made me stand under the hot sun at 12 plus for like 45 mins.
but i created a new record so is also kinda fun.
n i don't if i should even let it down.cus i find that she will never change she will always be that da xiao jie that everytime need ppl to rang her de.n by ranging her is like giveing her a chance for her to bully me,treating me like a nu yong.though i was not as happy as before but is better now i guess.though i still got left out some time.But i guess they need time, they can't just take me in like that. i am just not their side to them.all well. Jiayou
JJ Lin(smudge baby) ♥♥♥
