` Monday, November 9, 2009
` ♥ JJ LIN I LOVE U :D,
haiz...STRESS
but is not abt my exams..
is abt my birthday
abt where to go...
go where to play....
go where to play under my buget...
haiz..
i think my papa is right i cannot pleased every1
n is my birthday i should make the decision n not me following what ppl tell me
haiz... i don't know what to do... i wanna cry le la
at first my plan was
either gg to
-escape theme park
-wild wild wet
-snow city
-go cycle bycycle
-rollor skate
-play badminton
but none of them can lo
1 says don't want la i don't want to play
1 says i have fear of hight..
hello i am not a tian cai
i don't know how to plan things de can
n on my birthday ANGELA is coming to singapore...
i wanna go see.. but i don't think can lo
sure got ppl say dont' want to go de lo
haiz .. i wan to see how does angela look like in person ( so curious)
haha... den i shall see JJ events more crownded or angela's event haha
but this is not the pt la....
how my birthday i think i sure will be dem sad de la
cus until now... i am afraid of hurting ppls feelings
everytime i tell myself i must learn to say NO !
end up i will also let others de
this is me ba... i cannot change the fact...
i will always let ppl if i can
i rather me myself sad den others sad
i won't mind... it on my birthday every1 is happy but i unhappy i guess
first time lo... i guess every1 will have thier first time..
n my time has come..
i will just accept the fact ba...
i also cannot do anything abt it
haiz... help!!!!!!!
must i really be unhappy on that day...
must i ...??
i don't want to...
can u beileve it ..
i am a kai xin guo in every1 heart i think...
but i think i am gg to be sa on my birthday n i cannot look on the postive side of things on my birthday OMG!!!
i got so many things to worry le...
JJ Lin(smudge baby) ♥♥♥
