` Tuesday, October 13, 2009
` ♥ JJ LIN I LOVE U :D,
Today...i am happy abt math cus... i think i will pass time
but disappointed in my physics, cus i think i will fail badly haiz...
突然累了 u r just part of mie
i don't know what to say abt her le lo
i think i am gg to give up on her i am dem sad.... i only want to find someone i know i can relie on also so diffcult... i don't understand life is so conplicated
first yesterday i was dem happy that she walk up to mie herself
they we were still talking
n today... i find myself in disappointment
if that is reali what she wants... i will reali respect her... i am a understandable person...
i rather i walk away den 1 day she hate mie
maybe i should just walk away myself n keep a distance away from her i think..
is that what she wants...
i just hate it ppl dislike mie.... i am not popular .. i know that
all i want is to have more friends...
n make ppl around happy as i am..
but i am always rejected... i don't get it
what is wrong with being happy n cheering every1 up...
everytime i help , i would get hurt in the end....
i am reali tired ... i should stop being happy n making ppl happy
i find there is no pt...no 1 is appretating what i am doing....
i will get scolded in the end, or rejected
i also don't like it when...
i means is like u don't like mie, n u don't want me to be close to u
just say la.. don't turn 1 super big round n hint mie...
by turning a super big round i will hurt more... do u understand
i guess u don't..... u know sth u don't deserve to call youself ....
:(:(:( disappointment after disappointment:(:(:(:(:(
JJ Lin(smudge baby) ♥♥♥
