` Monday, October 26, 2009
` ♥ JJ LIN I LOVE U :D,
erm.. today started off busy n fast...
today before school... Ms denise call stella to pass the message to mie
saying thanks for BABY n the card...
den stella n i went to buy breadfast as usual... n i saw her.. is this fate? yuan fen?
she i said hii to her... hoping that she could say thanks to mie right to the face... but she did't she just asked if i was buying breadfast n eating in the canteen
so i reply no.. cus stella n i we r use to buyint breadfast n eating it at the place that we r use to
den nvm... first period is english...
Mr Tan came in.. n go true the english paper n stuff , then Ms denise came in to do the filling thingy..
den it is PE...
we were playing badminton together ( stella ,pearlyn, Ms denise n mie )
at first i wanted to pair with her... but i end up say i don't want... cus i scare she rang wo... so i rather play against her ...
we den teacher stella how to serve ....n ya...
after a while we rested n chated a while. while Ms denise call the rest to play as a teacher...
i was sitting there don't know wad to do chating with pearlyn n stella
n i saw Ms denise playing with other... no worries i am not angry la... i just watch
den pearlyn ask her a Q that i dk how to face....
n i actually want to ask her myself... but pearyln ask le...
i got a shock out of a sudden n i dk what to do
i got lost in my confuse mine...
i dk if this is a gd idea o anot... i am reali afrad that i would reali get hurt on that day...which i don't want to.. cus is my birthday...
i am afraid that i might get rejected
i am afraid that i might dio sabo
i dk i am just very worried abt it....
actually before the exams i have been thinking how to celebrate my birthday..
should i just celcbrate with my family... ( confirm will be happy )
should i celebrate with friends???
i dk... i am dem confuse... i actually just want everybody to remember my birthday... n i will be happy le....
i reali don't want to got hurt on my birthday... i am reali scare
the first time my birthday i comming n i am not happy n excited abt it... i am more worried... on what is gg to happen...
i know her n my friends too well.....
JJ Lin(smudge baby) ♥♥♥
