` Monday, May 18, 2009
` ♥ JJ LIN I LOVE U :D,
today happie in the morning as i am free from exam however i know i have not done reali well for this coming exams
great the stress comes again,how am i gg to pursuade my father to let me continue on my JJFC events,more tuition,house work,homework,tuition homework.
can't u guys just understand and give mie a little spaces for myself for my stuff,i already have not enough sleep wad else do u guys wan
u parents asked can i cope anot?
i said i cannot
n u reply then wad u wan to us to do cut down your tuition?
i said YES
but u replyed LOOK at your result still wan ask for lesser tuition!
then y u guys still wan to ask whether i can cope a not when u already decide on things
i don't understand
daddy u n i was like friends last times very good friends
n look at u now u have change is this indepentence???
last time when ever i have problem u would always lent mie your ear
now....... u make mie don't even feel like talking to u
u guys think that u understand mie 100%
but u guys don't u guys know nth abt mie
then y act as if u guys care
u guys don't know wad kind of pressure i am faceing
because u guys r not mie
u guys call mie to save money ok n i am fine
but for alvin birthday u guys bought a mp4 for him
n i just 1 to buy a smudge tee for myself u all disagree
i think i looks living wit u guys but i am atucally very far away from u guys
daddy mummy can u tell mie y
u all just know how to ask wad happen, but how do u expect to answer u guys
i tell u guys how i feel u all will say i ding zui
than can u guys tell mie wad to do
all u guys klow is i wan this.......... from u n .......
u please if u guys don't understand mie
than don't try to care or help it will make mie fell worst
life have change for mie
i am not the sunshine mie anymore
i am not cheerful n happie anymore
i don't want this
:):):):) stay happie:):):):):): ya right!?.....
JJ Lin(smudge baby) ♥♥♥
